peace, love, & sparkle

The photographer is back… He is gonna spend the entire weekend with me that’s coming up. Should be eventful in many ways.

So the photographer has been camping for two days now and for two days I can not seem to be able to go to sleep at a decent hour… These restless nights need to end -_-

My second bad first date was with a guy we will call Tank because well he loves tank tops. Anyways, he was kinda cute people thought he kinda of looked a little like Taylor Lautner, which for me that was a huge plus. We were texting each other n he had asked me if I wanted to go to a local street fair and then a horror movie. PERFECT! (I thought) we met up at the street fair and we walked around talking about everything just getting to know each other. We finally went to the movie and I left my hand closest to him available thinking he would grab it but never did. I was bummed but shoved it off. Then we get out of the supposedly scary movie and it is freezing outside. He was wearing a jacket. I cutely said that I was so cold. His response: “oh you should of brought a jacket…” Really? You’re on a date and you don’t offer the other guy your jacket. Wow n to top it off I bought my own ticket to the movie again…. Ummm did I not already face something in the past??? What do I get at the end of the night… A hug. It was a nice yet somewhat awkward hug. Later on we did try some lunch dates during our lunch period but I just was not into it at the time and I said I wasn’t ready for a relationship since we were graduating soon. Who knows we might reconnect in the future I thought to myself. But I wanted to experience more and Tank was not giving me the experience I wanted.
Oh to the next guy I thought…